Plays Are Fun To See/Cats Die

Well, I just got back from seeing my school drama club put
on the play Guys And Dolls. It was a very good play and I
enjoyed it. Everyone did a great job, and I hope next year
to join and get myself back on the stage. Well, my spanish
teacher and her husband were there. There very nice people
and make you feel very welcomed. They told me to sit with
them so I did. After the first act, I found you could give
kisses to the cast for 50 cents with a note attached to it.
So I did that, I sent one to Christine saying that it was a
good play and that she looked pretty the way she was
dressed. She did, her hair was nicely done. Well, I hope
she got it. If so, I think thats some bonus spirit points
Sakura Taisen style.

Anyway, since I’m lazy to make a new entry I’ll add it
here. Cat is finally out of my life, and I don’t care.
Because of her I had to delete 3 entries to this diary, and
I felt so censored afterwards. She IMs me, and I told her
to do me a favor and go away. I guess she took it well, and
she just said ok, bye. Well, thats over with and done. Time
to move on. I don’t think you’ll read the word cat in any
other way…well, unless I’m talking about the animal,
which I don’t really like. Dogs are better.

My Saturday

Well, I wake up and check my email. I get a long ranting
email from Cat saying I shouldn’t slander her name and what
not. Now since I felt bad I deleted like 3 of my entries
that did that. I feel so censored…Anyway, after that I
play some games till 12. I hear from Zack that we’re
playing pool, and I go down to the Jorden. We find that
theres a tournament again. So we walk up to the chichi’s to
play our games. It was fun, but I had stuff on my mind.
That stupid email that Cat sent me put my game off. I
decided to leave early from playing pool to maybe so I can
see Cat at her house and apologize maybe. Zack and Lauer
come along because they didn’t want me to travel alone.
Nice guys, they are. I reach her house and I ring the door
bell. No answer. After a few knocking on the door. I come
to the conclusion she isn’t home. We then go back up to the
jorden area, I say I should be getting home and I walk
away. They follow me, so I lose them and go up to my
grandparents place, and use there phone. I call my pop
saying I was gonna be back home around 6, 6:30. I meet up
with the two again and we talk about the simpsons and
stuff. Then it started to get late so this time we parted
for sure. On my way home, I try again to see if shes home,
but no dice. At 7 I went to mass, and after Mass I tried
again but it was no dice. So I go home. My dad gives me $60
saying its from mom. I decide that I’d like to go up to the
mall. Once there I walk in and I see Kristina R, Kate H,
and a few other girls that I knew from school. I go over
and say hi. We talk for alittle while and we part way. I do
my usally rounds there. Check out the game stores for any
used games I would want, the book store etc. Well, that was
pretty much my saturday. Well, off I go for a long walk.

There are 3 types of rain

Yes, in my opinion there is. First theres RAIN, Rain, and
rain.

rain- is the regular rain that you see when your inside
your house. Your nice warm and dry, and not cold.

RAIN- Is the wet cold rain the falls in the winter and
fall. Its dreay, and makes people sad. I like to walk in
this rain if I am sad, and depressed which I hardly am
anymore.

Then there is Rain my favorite type. Its the this type of
rain that falls in the spring and summer, and its warm and
nice to feel. You aren’t cold and it doesn’t matter if you
have a jacket on. This is also the type of Rain a guys
supposed to see a girl in. Heh, and I did. My day was cool!
Today while I was on my way up to the mall I met Angela
this cute girl from my school, till recently I know where
she lives. She was one her bike and we talked for a short
while from the other sides of the street. (she was on the
one side and I was on the other.) Anyway, it began to rain,
and she had to go. So we parted. Not till after a long
while of walking I think,”Idiot, why didn’t you excort her
home or something?!” Man, seriously I am so stupid. I
should of done that. Well, I decided that since I didn’t do
that I would atleast knock on her door and see if she got
home safely. I did just that. I woman answers the door. I
guess its her mom, she looks me over, I guess shes
surprised with my outfit. I say, “Yes, ah does angela live here?” And she replies,
“Yes.” She seems
kinda worried, I dunno whats with parents judging people.
Well, I reply in a nonchalant manner, you know Erik the way
Andrew talks when hes talking to a girl or something. I
say, “Ah yea, did angela get home safely? Because I saw
here, and you know, I was wondering…” I sorta shrug my
sholders. Her mom says, “Ah..yes shes here. Do you two go
to school?” She says it like worried or what not. Its like
she doesn’t know what to say. And I heard from her friend
that her parents were nice. NOTE TO SELF: When someone’s
friend (who is also a girl) says there friend’s parents are
nice. It usally prolly applies to other females, and not us
roughing males. Bah. I reply saying yea. She looked like
she wanted to get rid of me so I’m like, “Well, sorry to
bother you.” And she says, “No its ok.” And I walk away.

Ok, well this took extreme courage and I managed to do it
so very nicly! Well, I dunno if her mom will tell her I
asked, but if she does, I rank in alot good spirit points,
Sakura Taisen style. Well, thats basically the high point
of my very very good day. Other things that added to it: 96
on theo test, and 101 on spanish test and the fact that its
Friday. Well, thats all for now.

Gotta love spring

First of all I want to write how angery I am at Cat and
Andrew for being so immoral and wrong to go againest there
parents trust and do things like that alone. God, people
have no self control. Your right Cat I am to good for you.
I never thought you two were like that…Ok now that I’ve
written that down I can write about my life so far.

Well, its getting better. I’ve been alittle lax on the
homework and study part, but meh alls well. I’m starting to
talk to Christine more, and thats good. Saturday, some
girls said one of them had a crush on me while I was
walking past them. I don’t know which one it was but please
pray with me it was the cute blonde one becuase they seemed
to be talking to her because one of them said to her not to
hide under the truck and the more fat girl was behind the
house. So please pray with me its the blonde one. hehehe. I
hope they aren’t pulling my leg, I even asked and the one
girl said that one of them did indeed like me. So yea, I
hope this works out becuase its gonna be great if I get a
girlfriend.

Ah, today (Sunday 16th) was a good day. I spend all day
going around town following the pretty girls I saw. Yes,
contrary to belief I am a big pervert. More so then my
brother or Erik. I just show it sometimes…ok, alot, but I
don’t act like it a whole lot. Welp thats my log for now.

Ah, I can smell spring

Well, life has been sorta looking up for me for now. I have
a small band of friends at my school, and we play pool
every weekend end. Thats cool and its pretty fun. I’m
pretty good at pool strangly enough. Saturday I went to the
mall with Erik and Kyle. We met up with Mike who joined us
there. It was fun. They brought up the “I’ll kill you”
thing which I almost forgot. Some of the things we talked
about was like how things have changed so much over like
the summer.

Things are going well with Cat and Andrew. There like two
love birds I suspose. HAha, and Erik he’s got his own girl
now too. Ha, I’m happy for him, least its not some fat
girl. HA.

And me? Well, I’m pretty good latly, but don’t qoute me on
that. Right now I’m trying to find a girlfriend myself. But
its not like I’m sad or lonely that much. I mean I got
friends, and my hampster Boo. Funny little guy. My favorite
quote I have right now that I made up is, “Tokimeki
Memorial is like Life, its all in how you play.” Tokimeki
memorial (tokimemo for short) is a game where you play this
high school student trying to get throught high school and
the main goal is to get a girl by the end by dating them.
So its sorta goes in my boat, its all how I play out my
high school. I think I’m doing pretty well, but I dunno
about the girls. Theres two girls I’m interested in, but
ah, i’m to damn shy. I’ll log in when I feel like writting.

Hidden Anger

Fore some people love is something to hold onto to live and
others maybe its an object such a drink like beer. For me,
my drink is anger. I can get so angery just because of
nothing. This is because I have no love, I have nothing to
hold me back anymore. Out of my two friends, well maybe
one, I’m the only one out of our trio without a girlfriend.
I can’t move on at all, I say I am, but I’m not. I really
am not. Deep down I’m really angery about everything. Its
been so many months since they happened, but things just
take so long to heal for me. I just want Cat to be wiped
from this earth. Not andrew though, it’s alright that he
lives. It seems like hating people just makes me feel
alittle better about myself, but it sucks at the same time
because people are sick of me sayiny that I hate them.
Sigh…what am I to do lord?