Scene 7 – “The Rebel Army”

Okay, let’s see I haven’t written anything in awhile.
Nothing much that’s new, really. Lets see, Erik and I
didn’t go to the Les Mis play yesterday because his mother
fucking parents cancelled it. The bastards! I soooo wanted
to go…From what Erik told me breifly online was that his
parents cancelled was becuase his grades were low in band,
and that since he had a band thing that night he had to go
to try and get that grade up…but WTF? This was like a
gift to me, why cancel it…I was so looking forward to
it…And it would of been so much fun…Sigh. Life fucking
sucks when Bando Man Erik is like down and depressed, or
just plain down, and having fits with his parent. Can’t do
nothing on the weekend then.
Well anyway, today I hung out
with Andrew C. and Co. we played pool and hung out at the
mall. It was pretty cool. They I went to a play at my
school it was Bang Bang You’re Dead. It was a cool thing
showing the side of the killer who had just killed his
parents and 5 of his students. He was tired of being mocked
and being a nobody. It was a good play and I enjoyed it
even if it was short. And boy, Christine looked sooo pretty
in that short black muscle shirt. She is so
pretty. I wonder if I ever could hookl up with her, but I
dunno. I don’t know if I’ll ever get a girlfriend in high
school.
I finished reading Battle Royale. Very good book.
Loved it so much. Now I can study again! No distractions!
YAY! I feel so much for the characters. It was great.

Well, thats all for my update in my life. Now I’m gonna
find something I can fucking do!

Back to School

Today was an okay day. Went up to the old school. Went to
the mall and got another ring. Yep that was cool. Found out
Cathy broke up with her boyfriend, I feel bad because
really no girl should have to do that. Maybe I have a
chance? I dunno. Heh, lol Maria your one interesting girl,
and I like that. Well, school starts up tomorrow. With each
new day theres new hope for the dreams that did not come
true this day. Seeya everyone!

Yep.

Yep, stuff happened. Saw Andrew at the mall when I went up.
Ignored the fag. Then later Erik and I went to the mall.
Had some fun. I bought a cool ring, and I think I’ll buy a
few more. I’m thinking of growing my hair out again. So
thats cool. Andrew’s being a fag and denying whatever he
did to Cat, ok yea, I don’t care, but its fun to see
someone get angry. Hehe

Happy Birthday to me

Well, today was, or I should say is my birthday. I am now
16. Today started out to be a cool day, you know? Get a
happy birthday from christine. (Yay! She rememebered! Maybe
I have a chance?) I draw a design for a really cool new
character for my story who has a scythe. After school, my
grandmother picks me up and I say I want to make some
stops. I first go to the school and give my regards to Mrs.
K but Mrs. S isn’t there so meh, shes doing stations. So
I’ll go tomorrow. Anyway, I then make a stop at Cat’s and
say hi etc etc. I have a good dinner at the olive garden. I
get some happy birthdays from people online but then after
awhile people start get pissy at me. WTF did I do? I feel
like sad sorta now…Gawd, people, and on my birthday…

AISU THII (Iced Tea) Mega Redux

/begins by hitting head againest keyboard/

sigh, man this really pisses me off. Just when I think I
can get a real nice girlfriend I find out she gets a
boyfriend. Will my life ever pull out of this endless
whirlpool of Keitaro Urashima-ness? Ok lets see whats been
going on…Alyssa, a child hood crush (didn’t work)- Cat, a
crush (didn’t work)-Christine, a nice girl (but it won’t
work) Cathy, sounds like a nice girl, but…she then gets a
boyfriend. Sigh, will I ever have someone that I can stay
near, and talk to? Maybe this is God’s will…I dunno.
Somehow I feel so resentfull. Maybe it is a pick me up that
I’m looking for deep down. Hopefully, God will give me a
girlfriend for my birthday. Now that would be nice of him.

Monster

Ah, I am so tired. I was talking with andrew just awhile
ago, and shit like that. Its true I guess its me that has
the grudge and not everyone else. This is true that I just
make it into one big soup opera, I dunno…I guess I do.
I’ve realized my feelings don’t go with my actions, making
me not one of integrity. I mean I like say all this shit,
but its just to please Bryan. I guess Bryan doesn’t really
give a damn about other people of the other sex…What has
seriously become of me, and how I used to be? I’m really
such a monster. Sigh, so tired. I seriously would love to
sleep for a few hundred years.