Jealousness!!

Well, here I am. I’m going to official say that if I don’t
type an entry it means all is well.

Anyway this weekend was weird to say the least. Friday I
had off because of the harsh storm. Then saturday I had a
bad conversation with one of Cathy’s friends. Saying I
don’t treat her right. And that she doesn’t so much for me
and that I act like I don’t care. Well, it turns out this
girl was just jealous of us. And wanted to make life hard
for me. Cathy defended me and all is well.

In other news Catherine and Andrew broke up. After being
together so long it finally happened. I congratulate Cat’s
decision because she didn’t deserve someone who would keep
cheating on her. Now, she doesn’t even know why she stayed
so long as she did. I hope Cat and E do well together that
is, if they do start going out.

Andrew is an ass.

KOTOWARI

I..I don’t know what I did…I think I might lose
Cathy…God dammit…but I deserve it…I’m trash. I
deserve to be alone. She deserves better. shes just getting
hurt being with me. I don’t want that. I don’t want that at
all….I don’t understand why shes feeling this
way…why?…..

Osashiburi minna-san (Its been awhile everyone)

Well, here I am writing again like I said I’d be back. I
still haven’t finished my books for school at all. What a
terrible student I am. Haha. Anyway, its been a bad few
days for me. Cathy and I had so trouble, but I think its
sorted out. I wish she would be more open with her feelings
and tell me that what I was saying hurt her. How was I
supposed to know? I think her friends hate me too. Screw
them. People always want to take away others happiness.
Overprotective or not.

Andrew C keeps bothering me and won’t leave me alone. He
need more friends…or something. Well, not much to write
now. School is only in like a day or two. Blah…

Dance September Love ~English Version~
By TWO-MIX

Waving illusion is something that I saw
Seeing skyscraper that makes my life real
Get me all stories and all sweet memories
Ready to know that my summer is gone

Look in my heart, showing myself
Every single moment I can feel time is on
Cool love for two, cool two for love
Let’s get going for new season, starting over

* Just September dance!!
Dealing with lonliness
Kissing to prove once we needed to kiss
Just September love!!
dealing with tenderness
Hurting to prove once we needed to hurt

** Just September dance!!
Growing one harmony
Touching to prove now we still need to touch
Just September love!!
Growing one destiny
Holding to prove now we still need to hold

Stand in the moonlight at somewhere I belong
Seeing skyscraper that makes my sight blue
If there is memory it’s blowing in the wind
Ready to know that my dream will come true

Leaving my heart, floating myself
Every single moment I can feel time is on
Hot love for two, hot two for love
Let’s get going for new stage and dance night away

Just September dance!!
Making a dance to live
Dancing to prove now we still need to dance
Just September dream!!
Making a dream to light
Dreaming to prove now we still need to dream

Just September dance!!
Longing to fly away
Flying to prove now we still need to fly
Juse September dream!!
Longing to love again
Loving to prove now we still need to love

* Repeat
**Repeat