I think it’s about time I updated again since it seems like people are coming but there is nothing here at all. The after awhile they just won’t come at all, and I don’t want that.

Anyway, I’m doing fine. Getting through the rest of the school year. I can’t believe I’m going to be a senior soon. I’ve been reading up on my drawing books and such. I still don’t know how to draw the female body at all.

I’ve been working on my doujinshi series from time to time when I can. I’ll write about it some other time. I had the best nap today. I was so tired.

Yay tomorrow is Friday and I get out early.

-Ja

Hi everyone. Yes, I am alive and well. I haven’t really HAD anything to talk about thus the lack of entries for the past 3 days. I guess I might as well give a jist of what I’ve been up to.

I’ve been studying theology so I can know more about my faith and God.

I’ve been going to mass and communion services everyday at school.

I’ve been trying to fit in drawing whenever I can.

And, that’s pretty much all. That’s major. I think tomorrow I start up again with some full blown entries. Watch for it.

-Ja

Ok typo. My brother is 14, oh well it’s still not right. And now I learn this hag has our address, and she works at LOL walmart. My dad says that, “They’re just friends and that they relate.” No shit that’s how they reel them in. It’s just not right at all. My brother says he “loves” her. Bullshit! I told him that he shouldn’t say crap like that because he’s just a kid and he doesn’t know what the fuck he is talking about. I tell him it’s probably just some kid of attachment thing. I tell him I’ve gone through some things like that, and then he gives me some bullshit reply.

“Well, I wish I could relate but I can’t. All my feelings are internel and I can’t express them.” Bullshit! That’s just a cope out because you’re to scared to let people know how you feel. I don’t want to see my brother screw up anymore then he already has. I’m going to do one last thing before I totally say it’s out of my hands. I’m going to talk to Mr. Garza about this.

I hate playing the parent.

-Ja

People who work out almost everyday or everyday are stupid and wasting there time. People who work out alot are just making it up for there lack of knowledge by looking good. Of course I’m referring to my brother here. He’s asshole and so are his stupid ghetto friends.

-Ja

Tasogare no Umi; Sea of Twilight – See Saw

Sailing out into the sea of twilight,
The two of us shall never cross paths again……

A golden light falls into the sea, the wind has paused
The two of us, frightened, hear only the light crashing of water

I’ve forgotten my path completely, what I believed in to make it this far
Leaving in me only enough kindness to say goodbye

No matter how many waves crash down as I cry out to my memories
I can’t ever return to the shore you were on

With only the twilight in their embrace,
The waves of days past are already deep at the ocean’s bottom
Knowing no sadness, dreaming blue dreams, fast asleep.

The light of an unknown town flickers beyond the dark waters
Back when the flowers of paradise seemed so very close

If I had crossed over one final distant wave at that time,
Would I have reached the shore you were on?

Sailing out into the sea of twilight,
The two of us shall never cross paths again
And the nights of falling asleep looking into your lonesome eyes will disappear.

With only the twilight in their embrace,
The waves of days past are already deep at the ocean’s bottom
Knowing no sadness, dreaming blue dreams, fast asleep.
Sailing out into the sea of twilight,
The two of us shall never meet again
And the nights of falling asleep looking into your lonesome eyes will disappear.

Extremely sick… On hiatus for a few days. Damn school hot dogs! If that even is the reason I’m sick.

-Ja

Currently I am so obessed with Flower of Heart from the Full Metal Alchemist game. I have no idea why.

My day was allright, but not great. I woke up around 11. I started playing the Zelda Wind Waker game on the Gamecube. Don’t know why. The game is horrible, but I’m giving it a second chance.

I was in some trouble today. I was talking to Erik and he said that the concert that we were going to go to is 16 bucks. I was like, “Hmm…I dunno.” And he is like, “Is that a yes or no answer?” I’m like, “Yeah…I’ll manage some how.”

I did manage. I didn’t want to ask my dad for more money and neither did I want to just go over to my grandpop’s house and ask for some cash. So instead I took my change I had and wrapped it. Least I had enough. So I went over to my grandpop’s house and got the money I needed without asking for some.

Once I got home I cleaned around and did the dishes. I swear I am just like Shinobu from Love Hina. I do all the cleaning, and stuff around the house. I guess you could say I do like doing it, but it would help if my brother got off his lazy ass and did something.

The concert was great! The music was very soothing. I love classical music.

Blah…got side tracked and it’s late. I’ll write the rest and some later.

-Ja