Ugh, I hate it when my brother’s friend is over. The kid is an idiot just like my brother. Currently they are playing with my wooden bokkens in the house. WTF? Ugh.
Stupid people = Need to die.
I’ll update more later.
-Ja
Every day is such a chore. Why you ask? Because everyday I live in this senior year gets closer and closer to graduation day. Now, I don’t know about you but I don’t want to graduate. Sure, it’s running away, but hell I just know I’m not going to get anywhere.
Everyday I pretty much pray to God to give me the strength to continue on and make it through. I’m just so scared of the future now.
-Ja
The Light Before We Land – The Delgados
In cases such as these I’d like a hand
Don’t wake me up without a master plan
With black & white instead of colour
Don’t you understand?
When things that once were beautiful
Are bland
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of me
Haven for us
In truth there is no better place to be
Than falling out of darkness still to see
Without a premonition
Could you tell me where we stand?
I’d hate to lose this light
Before we land
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us
Before we let euphoria
Convince us we are free
Remind us how we used to feel
Before when life was real
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us
Wow, my days are pretty damn lonely. It’s like freshmen year all over again minus me being “evil”.
I guess I did get my wish to have more peace and quiet. Oh well, I’m sure I’ll get used to it.
Pretty decent day. Least I don’t have that many stupid people in my class so I can’t really complain and rant like I used to. Course, it’s still too early to tell, but hey maybe I hit some good classes?
-Ja na
