HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL YOU PAGANS!

Freaky dream last night. Something involving girls getting some serious disease. I was sent to investigate or something. I remember talking to a few of these girls or something. Then I remember walking thru a rainy town, I think. Then somehow I linked to some warp thing that leads directly to Satan. Erik and I saddled up with some gear, ready to battle the Lord of Darkness.

We go to this round thing that looked like a pipe with a cloth thing on the entrance. I inserted two keys on each side and zippered off the cloth. It had some kind of cap on with a weird looking Satanic face. Then I remember saying something like, “Oh yeah, we can’t do this until we beat the game first. This is a side quest.” Or something.

I also remember some where during the night I was shot in the face with a shot gun and still being alive and it sucked because brains were everywhere and shit. Wow, so now instead of getting shot at with handguns in my dreams. It’s moving onto shotguns.

Then I woke up.

I just had a strange idea. (Well, for me it is.) One day, I’m just going to throw it all away. I’m going to save some money up and just hit the road without telling anyone where I’m going. If anyone wants to join me when that time comes they’re free to join me, but I can’t guarantee we’ll stay together the whole ways.

I worked today. Today, Shawn and I were in women’s. Angela was there for alittle while and Shawn was making fun of her. It was funny and made an hour go by pretty fast. Anyway, I tell you, women’s is like a totally different world. The girls are so freakin chatty. We took a half hour break when you’re really only supposed to take a 15 minutes break, but it’s not like anyone knows anyway. Shawn is, I guess, trying to get this number of this cute orange haired(I hate saying red. There hair is NOT red. I’ve seen anime, and I know what the colors red and orange look like.) girl, Kim, in shoes.

Close to the end of the night, Shawn said he was going to use the restroom. So, I thought I would just go and get a drink then. Walk by shoes, and he’s there talking to Kim. Yeah, bathroom huh. I could only grin as I walked by.

Well, least I don’t work tomorrow.

Angela bugs me about not talking and I’m always quiet. I dunno. I’m not really one to talk about myself or ask question.

Grandpop is dying. They’re going to remove his feeding tubes and stuff because it was in his will that he didn’t want them. So, yeah. Wondering if I will go to the funeral or not.

Currently, I’m trying to draw for like the first time in a month.

My right hand is so dry and it’s bugging me.

Been eating way too much then I usually do. Must find time to work out some time.

Too many games are coming out. UGUU!

Hm, tomorrow is November first.

And just since it’s Halloween and all today…

Hi everyone. Did I scare you? I hope I did. LOL.

-Ja

What I fool of me. I sit here a broken person again. Who was I to think I could ever be happy?

I’m no different than Dan. I’m such a hypocrite. I just didn’t want to hear someone complain about what I’m feeling. I want someone close to me. I don’t care who. Objects don’t give me affection, neither can a god, neither does money. I want to rape someone. I want to feel a woman’s body close to my own, but even that would get boring too. …I’m sure.

Sleep. Porn. Games. Work. Whatever you want. They’re all just distractions that make me feel good for alittle while, but loneliness comes.

I hate my existance. I’m worthless. I can never truely be good because I’m a demon, deep down. I gave away my soul to Satan a long time ago.

After you read this I will be dead.

-Goodbye

I made a facebook. What is the world coming to? Use my real name? You crazy? Course I used my elite name, Koji Oe. I’ll probably never use the thing again. Oh well. Maybe it’ll get me a girlfriend. (Yeah, right. >_>)

Back to this lame book report!

Papers are done. I just need to do some shitty crossword thing for it. I’ll do it tomorrow morning or something since I don’t have a printer at home. I don’t know how the papers turned out but I’m too tired to care, really. I have an A in the class as it stands. Oh well. To quote 4chan, “It’s not relevent to my interests.”

-Ja

I have been put back on the right track and that is all that needs to be said.

-Ja

FINALLY! Someone has it right. I’ve been saying all along people should be doing THIS instead of abortion. This is probably shopped though.

-Ja