How does this sound?
Just now, I was browsing the 4chan video game board. There I saw an image that turned me on, but then that got my ball rolling in my head. Hey, wait a minute. Could Satan, or even a dark force really exist on it’s own that is tempting me?
Perhaps Satan is just an archetype for the shadow withen ourselves? How we all must cope with the complexs and problems deep withen our own minds.
Personally, I think this sounds a lot more realistic and plausible then a dark force.
What are your thoughts? Maybe we can start something here?
-Ja
If I could just reset time, and do it all over again with the current me starting in 2000. Would things turn out any differently?
Oh, what am I saying? I’m tired. I should be going to bed. The way I feel right now will just go away when I wake up later.
Gatewayｮ FX400X
December 23, 2005
Operating System: Microsoftｮ Windowsｮ XP Home (SP2) w/ XP Home Backup CD
Application Software: Microsoftｮ Office Small Business Edition 2003 (Basic + PowerPoint & Publisher) …….. [+US$210.00]
AntiVirus Software: McAfeeｮ Internet Security Suite 90-day Complimentary Subscription
Processor: Intelｮ Pentiumｮ D Processor 830 featuring two processing cores (3GHz, 800MHz FSB, 2×1MB L2 cache) with 400-watt power supply …….. [+US$140.00]
Memory: 2GB (2048MB) 533MHz DDR2 SDRAM Dual Channel (4-512MB modules) …….. [+US$280.00]
Chipset: Intelｮ 945G Chipset with DDR2 Support
Hard Drive: 1000GB (2-500GB) 7200rpm Serial ATA II Hard Drive w/16MB Cache …….. [+US$740.00]
Optical Drive: 16x Double-Layer Multi-Format DVD Writer (DVDｱ/RｱRW/CD-R/RW) and 16x DVD-ROM drive …….. [+US$35.00]
Floppy Drive: 8-in-1 media card reader and floppy drive …….. [+US$29.00]
Extended Service Plan Including Limited Warranty: Desktop Value Plus Service Plan — 4 year parts/labor/on-site/4 year toll technical support …….. [+US$169.99]
Accidental Damage Protection: Four year accidental damage protection …….. [+US$159.00]
Monitors: FPD1965 19″ Black LCD Flat Panel Display
Monitor Cable: Belkin Pro Series DVI Cable-10ft (Requires DVI Video Card) (6607885) …….. [+US$29.99]
Video: NVIDIAｮ GeForce 6600 with 128MB, DVI, VGA & TV-Out
Sound System: Integrated Intelｮ 7.1 High Definition audio
Keyboard and Mouse: Gatewayｮ Elite Multimedia Keyboard and Soft-touch USB Optical Wheel Mouse (no mouse pad included)
Case: Gateway 7-Bay Tower Case
Controller: Integrated Serial ATA Controller
Expansion Slots: (1) PCI-E x16 Expansion Slot, (1) PCI-E x1, (3) PCI in which 2 are available for use
External Ports: (6) USB 2.0 (2 in front and 4 in back), (3) IEEE 1394 Firewire (2 in front and 1 in back), (1) Serial, (1) Parallel, (2) PS/2, (1) RJ-45 Integrated LAN, (1) VGA, (1) Microphone, front audio ports
Certification: Energy Star Compliant
Speakers: 2-piece speaker solution
Modem: 56K PCI data/fax modem
Internet Service Provider: Six months America Onlineｮ Internet access
Part Number: 1008490
Additional Software: Adobeｮ Acrobat Readerｮ 6.0, McAfee AntiSpyware 30 day introductory offer and Google Toolbar
PCI Adapter: Integrated IEEE 1394 (FireWire) PCI Card
Network: Integrated Broadcom 10/100/1000 (Gigabit) Ethernet
All this is $3,192, but this computer is going to pwn so much.
Of course, I’m going to have to give my dad my pay check for the next like year or so…
-Ja
Well, folks this is where my entries start sucking more than they usually do.
I’m enjoying my time off, and it’s not like I didn’t go out with a bang so I’m satisfied with my final exam grades.
It’s nice to be off.
Scratch that. It’s NOT nice to be off. I’ve been playing video games all day and I’m now tired of them. None of the games I have really seem to interest me at the moment. ::sigh:: This sucks balls.
-Ja
Today was pretty cool. Went to Central with Costa and met some people I graduated with, but it was really the same old for me. Since it was my 5th time being there and all.
After that Costa and I went to see the newest Harry Potter movie. Yeah, I enjoyed even though I thought it jumped around too much and I had no idea what was going on. There was not enough Snape cuz he pwns for killing Dumbledore. Not enough Emma Watson-chan!! Also, Harry so wants some of that asian girl in the film. Good movie over all, I really like the characters. Harry sucks as a wizard which pissed me off. Not enough magic casting. A level 10 black mage could own him. I’m once again considering getting the books…
WOOT! I am not exactly a failure. I just checked my final’s grades. I managed a B on my Study Skills final and I got another A- in Philosophy (I got the same on the mid term.) Yes! Today has been a good day.
Time to play some more Nocturne or maybe watch some Tsubasa.
Just finished Tsubasa Chronicles. Eh, it was mediocre at best. It’s getting a second season, so I’ll probably watch it.
Time to play some Nocturne.
-Ja
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LOL oh wow. Romantic and Avoident are both 90% They pretty much cancel each other out. TIME PARADOX?
A year from now I’ll have to take this again.
-Ja
Work actually wasn’t too bad coming in at 6am since she let us leave at 11am if we got everything done in which we did. I was stuck in men’s because the one woman, I think Rochelle(?) didn’t come in. Sure, I thought I was doomed, but after awhile it wasn’t that bad since I had kind of worked in men’s in the past.(I tell you, since Anthony left because of his injury, I’ve become so well rounded. I’ve worked in sports, lawn and garden, electronics, now men’s. That doesn’t mean I like it mind you. I even told Shawn today not to ever get sick because I don’t want to end up doing his job, which is putting the signs up in shoes.)
I think the one cashier in men’s was flirting with me or something. I never pick up on these things if she was or not. To me, I just consider it as every girl is just toying with my heart or if they’re just being nice. I don’t know. I’m not a mind reader. Anyway, she asked me if I was working in men’s today and I was like, “Yeah…” and she’s like, “That’s good.” I’m walking away and of course I’m thinking, (Wait, what is that supposed to mean?) after the fact. Then later, she’s like, “Hey Bryan, how come you never talk?” and I’m like, “Ah, well…” or whatever it is that I do when I’m caught off guard. Then she says, “Also, you should smile more.” Or something like that. I think she tells me to smile, and I do to humor her, and she’s like, “Aw, you’re blushing.” Gosh, I hate smiling or at least actively smiling for the heck of it.
When I was walking away she like, “I don’t see you smiling.” or something and I smile again. ::sigh:: I felt so embarrassed, and it was just real weird.
I walked home, and that wasn’t too bad. I’m glad it wasn’t THAT cold out. Got home and I think I took a short nap, or something. I haven’t really done much else. I’m off tomorrow from school and I got to seriously study tonight and tomorrow in EVERYTHING or I could fail life.
Today was the last day for my Communications and Thought class and Art class. I hope my final grades are pleasing.
Tomorrow is the last day of my classes, but they’re calling for snow…Well, I only need to
go in for my revised Philosophy paper anyway. I can skip the other two classes.
Work tonight. Yay… Ugh.
Today Shawn and I worked in pillows and stuff doing mark downs. Yeah, fun. Not really. Shawn informed me that the one girl that keeps talking to us is 24 and she has 2 kids or something. I asked him how he found this out and he said that he overheard her or something. Either way she is a weird girl. Kind of reminds me of… Whats her name from Pia Carrot 2, but she was nicer… Pia Carrot 2… I should play that over my break. Least, the extra disc that is a Christmas side story.
After we finished upstairs we had to go downstairs and mark down the cheap, shitty jewelry the rest of the night.
At nine my grand mom took me home because I visited her before going in to tell her my hours because she wants to do something. She wants to get me a new coat, but I like my trench coat. Sure it’s almost five years old, tattered and torn, but I like it, and I don’t like change unless it calls for change. I might want a new trench coat, but I don’t want a regular looking coat. She was saying something like getting something like with red and black or whatever. Sorry to complain but that’s what I don’t like about my grand mom, and talking back to her makes her sad. So, it’s not like I can just say, “Look, grand mom. I don’t want a new jacket. Thank you for the offer, but I don’t want a new one.” She’s like, “You have to get a new jacket. I’ll try looking for a new one for you.” -_- ::sigh::
Well, here I am now writing this out. I don’t know if we’ll get this snow or not. Hmm… Today feels like a Friday. I should probably study a little for my finals next week, but I figure I can do that tomorrow. I’m too tired right now and can’t concentrate. I should just get some sleep when I finish typing this entry up.
If I do happen to go to school tomorrow. There won’t be much for me to do. I’ll probably bring my Nintendo DS and work on the farm or read that novel for graphic novel, Saikano vol. 6
Art final is done.
I like it much.
Today is the day.
I won’t go out and play.
It is December 1st, 2005
Meh, things are looking up. Expect things to go back to normal sooner or later. Mostly later tomorrow.
Oh wow, I am bsing my Philosophy final paper so bad, but I figure if I steal info from my last two papers, which I got A’s on. I’ll get an A on this just the same. I hope I’m right.
ARGH! I need to study for my spanish oral dialogue quiz thing tomorrow.
-Ja na
