Just disregard that last post. It’s not important. I’m just bored.

Talking to Kaitou-kun. Good times.

-Ja

Today is going to suck. 1. I’m drinking coffee and 2. I didn’t get much sleep.

Also, this fucking paper is stressing me out.

Damn it.

Ok, you want fucking self discovery Prof McMichael? I’ll give you that.

I’m just going to use one of my recent rants where I do self discovery. Maybe investigate it alittle more. Add stuff, etc. Writing about inner self is like drawing for me. I can’t do it all the time, but when I do. I write or draw alot.

This is so fucking lame. I am not feeling nostalgic and self reflective and neither do I want to find anything about self discovery, and she won’t let me write this opinion paper on anime.

-Ja

I wonder if I should be studying more than I am? Been pretty lax lately. Mmm… Hedonism.

-Ja

Tori no Uta (Bird’s Song) – AIR

We watched the plane depart, its vapor trial fading behind.
I ran away because it was dazzling. I was always weak
and the fact that I was forever changing ever since that day
left me frustrated and I removed my finger.

That bird can’t fly well yet,
but it will know some day when it feels the wind,
that there is a place it can’t reach off in the distance.
It is just looking at it having a wish inside now.

The children walk on the railway in summer,
exposing their bare feet to the blowing wind,
So far away are my childhood days,
In my hands are wishes about to fly.

We watched the plane depart, we kept chasing and chasing after it.
Since that day when we crossed over this hill,

in order to make us straight, we will have always kept the strength

like the god of the sea, certainly.

The blades of the wind mill going round in the sky,
have the same dream forever.
A dream of a bird looking at the place it can’t reach and having a wish inside.

Looking back, it is the thunder cloud covering the burned railway.
Even if it change shape,
may we always remember them- the yesterdays left behind from that season

We watched the plane depart, we kept chasing and chasing after it.
It was an early sign. We two began to smile. In order to look at you straight,

I won’t release your hand even if I sweat, forever.

We watched the plane depart, its vapor trial fading behind.
I ran away because it was dazzling. I was always weak
and the fact that I was forever changing ever since that day
left me frustrated and I removed my finger.

-

My favorite song.

-Ja

I’m tired but thats a totally different issue, I suppose. I need to study for psyche and then I’m going to bed, and I’ll probably wake up alittle later so once I wake up I’ll have to type out my english paper, and then MAYBE I can write a better entry.

-Ja

So, it did end up snowing. Pretty cool and just like Kanon. Least I don’t work today so I don’t even have to bother going in. I wonder if anyone else went in. Hm…

Sigh, ok well I’m going to watch this 4th episode and do my homework. Also, work was okay Saturday but my boss scolded Chris and I because we were just sitting around in our room a half hour before closing just talking. We didn’t know what we had to do next or whatever because Shawn and the other Chris didn’t tell us anything. Ah, well. It’s not like this happens often. So, I’m not worried about it.

Why is it on days when you do almost like nothing at all you become most tired? Man, I feel so tired.

Soon I’ll start showing off some of my new manga drawings or whatever. Just kinda busy and everything. Ok, well not real busy now, but yeah… (I haven’t even started my homework…) Anyway, I never really cared about having all the automy correct or whatever. Drawing to me is always about having fun. If it looked sorta right, I didn’t care, but there is a certain level of quality that I know I can do and everytime it just gets worse later. Grrr.

I need to workout tomorrow but I really need to finish a paper for Thursday. So, I can’t use my spare time working out… Maybe I’ll just skip lunch and hopefully that helps. I had atleast 6 cup cakes today. ((((

-Ja

As Paul writes, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. I fell, but I am going to get right back up and fight on. I’m going to continue where I left off. This is a battle ground. I’m going to get beat up, but I’m not going to stay on the ground. Jesus fell. Three times no less, but he got up. I might fall many more than that, but I’m not done. I’m not done at all.

I think I’m coming down with something. I started feeling real sick in the stomach and dizzy around 1:30pm, but it could have been because I worked out pretty hard and I hadn’t had lunch. I was glad to just finally get home and take a nap for a few hours. I felt like a pile of bricks towards the end of my nap period. I was just kinda laying on my bed half awake, and my body felt heavy.

Right now, I just want to get my homework done and get back into bed. -_- . . .

School was kinda ok. I can’t believe I thought my psychology class was cool. My teacher is a total borefest.

Yeah, I drank a cup of coffee, and it really didn’t help much to my dismay.

Communication and Thought 2 wasn’t too bad. We talked about opinions and were talking on some different things. I had said some things but I don’t really think anyone cared, but I don’t know. Either way, I’m not good at articulating my opinions about something right on the spot.

There was no chapel mass today. I’m sad because I really wanted to go to mass today.

I could go into detail about these things but that’s the jist of things.

-Ja

Oh shit finally. I’ve been trying to get into my xanga like all day. They locked me out of my own xanga.

Today was ok. I have a lot of homework and shit that I have to do in the coming days. blah

I guess what I mainly want to get to is. I got an ipod. Yeah, it’s kinda cool, but pretty dumb too.

Oh well, I’m tired. I’ll update later tomorrow with stuff.

Oh, yeah I did visit Central, but at a bad time. They were having the faculty basketball game thing. So, I really wasn’t able to visit… Oh well, I just wanted to give Mr. Penny the paper I wrote on him anyway. He said he liked it and said things along the line that he feels the same way about me too. He says it’s strange how that we have this friendship and yet I have never ever had him as a teacher.

Also, he says that me coming to him and giving him this paper is like the time Jesus healed the 10 lepers, and only 1 comes back with his thanks.

Yeah, I’m glad he liked it.

-Ja

Yeah, so I’ve been working on a new comic. Well, not so new. I call it Heart->Move version 2, but it’s just plain Heart->Move to everyone else. I think the main problem with everything I do creativity is that I pace things horribly. I want to keep adding and adding and adding but nothing gets developed. So, this time, I’ll take things slow. I’m not even referring to my old strips. New designs, new plot, new everything sorta.

I blame Dan-kun for this recent interest in my comic again.

-Ja