Luna Luna by Spitz. Catchy song. Dunno what they’re saying but I like it. ^_^ Should get around to translating Crossing and I just found romanji for Luna Luna

Oh, I am a fool for falling for a girl with a boyfriend, and I know nothing about her. Oh what a fool I am.

Drawing. Procrastinating. Warm weather is nice. Got Harvest Moon for the GC. Fun stuff. Dunno who to go for. Maybe Maria, or Gwyn, or Katie, or Gina, or…

I have this huge blister on my left big toe from all this walking I’ve been doing and it bothers me. Won’t pop it because I know it’ll just bother me even more.

Oh, I wish I could get back on track with school. I just want to sit around with all this nice weather.

-Ja

Crossroads (16 pages)

It is summer in the small, rural, and coastal town called Reedsburg. It was built just two years ago in 1997 in a valley totally surrounded by mountains. Today, the town is still small with only a population of a thousand inhabitants. A big shot from the city named Glen Smith has been making plans with the mayor to expand the town by cutting down the forests that surround it. Many people of Reedsburg don’t like the idea of their town being expanded upon because they like the simple and quiet nature of the town and how Reedsburg mixes in with nature. The townspeople believe the expansion will only cause those with ill intent to move in and cause crime, havoc and social unrest. Despite this, life goes on, and the expansion will go on regardless of a few negative voices here and there.

Within the town, there is only one high school called St. Cathos High School. Why it is named after a saint when it is not a religious school is unknown. The school resides on a hill that oversees the rest of the town. It faces out towards the coast. The students must wear uniforms just like a private school. Guys must wear a white-buttoned shirt, a tie, tan slacks, and dress shoes. The girls must wear a white-buttoned shirt and a solid-blue skirt and dress shoes. Students usually add or minus certain parts of the attire. A male student might not wear a tie or a girl student might wear a blue vest to go with the uniform. Just because the school requires the students to wear certain clothes doesn’t mean the students all follow it exactly. Teenagers, most often than not, like to show their individuality.

St. Cathos High School is out for summer vacation. Sadly, for some students, they must continue to go to school. It may be summer vacation now, but for them it’s not because they are a part of the newspaper committee. The newspaper committee writes articles and editorials for other students in the school to read weekly in their newspaper called The Warrior. The staff behind The Warrior wants to do something special for their next issue that will be given out the day that all the students return once summer vacation is over. The only way they can do this is meeting daily over the break.

The newspaper committee has two editors-in-chief. Number one is Zach Troy, a senior, with a personality like a wild animal. He enjoys women, action, and having fun. The second editor is Bryan Razialwitz, also a senior. Bryan is like Zach’s polar opposite. Bryan is more to himself, and likes doing his own things alone than with others. Strangely enough, they are the best of friends.

Aside from the editors, there are only four other members. All girls. Zach likes this because he is a pervert and it gives him something to look at when he is stuck on writing an article. That is, if they would only show up more often to help out. The four female members don’t show up quite as often due to things such as sports, part-time jobs, family, and school.

With so little help, it’s amazing how they manage to get a newspaper out weekly. It is because Zach goes to great lengths to get the newspaper out each week even to the point of staying later to work on it. Bryan does not understand Zach’s dedication to the newspaper because he totally blows off school work. In school, Zach day dreams in class, shows no effort at all in learning the material, and he is always late for class or he never shows up at all.

Today is a day the newspaper committee would all meet. Only the editors come in today to work as usual. The newspaper committee holds it’s meetings in the broadcasting room. The broadcasting room has just what they need. The room has computers for typing up articles, a table and chairs, and windows with a gorgeous view of the coast.

It is evening now and the sun is setting. The orange glow enters from the windows and illuminates the room.

Tick. Tick. Tick. Goes the keyboard as the young man listens to what the other young man is telling him to type.

A young man wearing a white-buttoned shirt, tie, tan slacks, and brown loafers is sitting down at one of the computers in the room. He stops and turns to look at the towering figure behind him and says, “Hey, Zach. What you’re telling me to type is a little weird.”

A taller and fit young man stops dictating to the young man at the computer. The young man standing is more lax in the way he presents himself. His buttoned-white shirt isn’t tucked into his tan slacks, he has no tie and instead of wearing dress shoes, he is wearing white sneakers. The young man called Zach laughs, “Meh, don’t worry about it,” He smiles and shrugs his shoulders. With another laugh he says, “Just keep writing what I tell you to write and you’ll be fine, Bryan.”

Bryan turns back to facing the computer screen with his hands ready to type again. He looks down at the small digital clock in the lower-right hand corner of the screen. 4:30 P.M. comes up. “Six hours in this room working on this newspaper,” He thinks.

“So you say Zach,” Bryan replies rolling his eyes. Trying to keep his mind off the time, “I wonder about your articles. Remember that one about diarrhea and the cafeteria food? That one was off the deep end if you ask me.”

“What did I tell you already Bryan? Don’t worry.”

Bryan could only imagine Zach’s giant smile as he said that. Zach is always like this. Not caring about what others think, and always doing what he wants to do.

“Besides, if you don’t keep typing, I’m going to have to hit you on the head,” Zach says coldly as he bends down with his face next to Bryan’s.

Bryan looks away and begins to cringe at the thought, “I wouldn’t want that again.” He groans with a giant sigh as he trails off.

Suddenly, the two laugh at the same time. They are tired from working all day in this same room. Their laughter raises each other’s spirits, and changes the workaholic atmosphere of the room to a cheerful one if even for only a moment.

Bryan and Zach’s laughter stops abruptly when the door from behind them opens up.

“What are you two still doing in here?” questions a female’s voice from the doorway. “I can hear your horrendous laughter from the hall.”

They both turn to the doorway to see a girl wearing a white-buttoned shirt, a blue skirt, white knee socks, and brown dress shoes. She has long dark brown hair, and a young pretty face.

“Ah!” Zach exclaims standing erect in amazement turning to Bryan. “Look Bryan, one of our members decided to actually show up!”

“It’s not like I wanted to,” she begins with a tone of hesitation in her voice. “I just wanted to see if you were still here.” The girl still stands in her position at the doorway. It is as if she is tense over something.

“Oh, so you were worried about us?”

“No!” The girl angrily replies trailing off without anything else to add.

Zach takes notice to her hesitation and how she is still in the doorway. He decides to invite her inside. “Hey, you don’t have to stay in the doorway like that.” Placing a hand on the back of one of the pipe chairs that lay within the room, he smiles and looks at her. “Come inside and sit down for awhile.”

“No thanks you pervert,” she hisses. “I don’t know how the other girls can tolerate your lustful passes, but I can’t stand you at all. I’m only in this club because I’m going to be an English major. I just want to look good for college.”

“Passes?” Zach blinks and looks towards Bryan then the girl again. “But Alyssa, why would I make passes at my dear friend Bryan’s girlfriend?”

“Girlfriend?” Bryan exclaims from his seat at the computer. His face turns bright red from embarrassment. “Hey, Zach,” Bryan whispers in a low tone. “That’s a little much.”

The girl called Alyssa sighs with a stuck up air. “I have no interest in some nerd that beats off to cartoons,” then further adding. “I’m only interested in guys with style.”

Zach’s ears tingle. He hums. “Well, you know, I got style.” He creeps up to Alyssa.

“Ewww. No way. Not you. Never!” Alyssa exclaims shaking her head furiously.

“I love you.” Zach says passionately almost ready to kiss her.

Alyssa screams and runs out into the hall. Her foot steps can be heard getting softer and softer in the distance.

Bryan sighs and looks at Zach as he closes the door. A giant grin is on his face. “What is with this guy?” he thinks. “Doesn’t he have any respect for women at all? It’s bad enough that he drags me down with him, and I had to hear that from Alyssa…”

“Boy, I love looking at her body. She is so sexy!” Zach’s eyes gleam. “The way her butt shows through that skirt, her breasts just seem to be waiting to spring forth from the shackles of the buttoned shirt that covers them, and I can see the look in her eyes. She wants me to fuck her. I know it.”

Bryan is struck with this sudden desire to vomit.

“Hey, cut that out!” Bryan cries angrily. “We have to do this work.” Bryan turns himself around ready to type again. His head turns just far enough to see Zach. He waits for his response.

Zach pulls himself out from his fantasy and back to his senses, “Let’s quit today,” he begins in a mature tone, “We’ll meet tomorrow at the usual time. Hopefully our members will show up.” He smiles as he looks at Bryan.

“That same smile…,” Bryan thinks. “I don’t like it. He is thinking something, but what?”

The two walk out side-by-side from their school. The sun is still setting along the coast. It casts its rays along the ocean water. The sky is a dark orange. Trees line the sides of the dirt path that leads down into the town. Cicadas, crickets, and other insects play their music in the background.

“Damn! Why did they have to build this damn school on a hill so far away from town?” Zach complains angrily throwing his hands into the air. “It’s bad enough it’s so hot out here!”

“Well, once they start expanding the town, you won’t have to worry about that anymore,” Bryan replies. “But I can’t say I like that idea much.”

Zach is in shock, “Huh, how come?” His face suddenly lights up. “I like the idea of this expansion because it means more women, more buildings, and more excitement!”

Bryan stops walking. He holds his hand close to his chest and answers, “It’s because this town is beautiful. I love it the way it is. The simplicity and nature will be gone once the town is expanded because they’re going to have to cut down all the trees that surround the area to create more space.”

A warm breeze begins to blow. Bryan’s moderate long brown hair slowly moves along with it.

“Man, what is with you all of a sudden?”

“Hah?” Bryan blinks.

“I don’t get how you and I are friends. I love girls, making people laugh, having fun, and yet you’re independent, hard working and always to yourself with your anime.”

Bryan sighs and looks down. “You make it sound like liking anime is a bad thing,” He turns his head towards Zach. “Also, I should be saying the same thing, but our friendship should go beyond what our interests are, right?”

Zach thinks to himself for a brief moment. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. We get along well together.” Zach smiles his smile and rests his hand on Bryan’s shoulder. “You’re a good guy. Now, let’s head home.”

They start walking down the long path once again into town.

It is morning the next day. In a small, two-floored, white house by an abandoned railroad track is where Bryan lives. His room is small and has a window one can see out front. Inside his room are posters of animated girls from Japan, Japanese merchandise, and various video games. Bryan ruffles in his covers. Sunlight shines through his windows.

Beep. Beep. Beep. The alarm clock sounds like it is getting louder with each beep.

“Nooooo,” Bryan moans as he tosses and turns in bed, “I’m still tired.”

“Are you?” Whispers a girl’s voice, “Don’t worry. It will change soon. After today. Soon.”

Startled, Bryan gets up and sits on his bed.

“What was that voice?” He thinks looking around his room expecting to hear the voice again, but he is only greeted by the chirping of birds from outside, “I guess it was nothing. Maybe it’s just my imagination?” Bryan begins to feel a carnal sensation from inside. “Ugh, it’s still so early. I have some time before this meeting, and I am kinda horny.”

Bryan gets up from his bed and walks over to his flat screen computer in the corner, opens up his internet browser, and clicks on one of his saved pornography links.

“I think some shy girls with glasses will do me nicely,” He chuckles to himself while he does his deed. The sensation and feelings rush inside and he can’t help but moan and sigh silently. After a few minutes, he is finished. “I hate doing this. I feel horrible. I am no different than Zach. I’m such a hypocrite.” He stares up at his white ceiling for a few moments. The cold feeling in his pants moves down his leg. “I’m running away. I better get washed up.”

Bryan showers, and changes into his school uniform. He walks down the carpeted creaky stairwell to the first floor. “No one is home,” Bryan thinks looking around the house. “Typical.”

A great deal of the adults in the town work long hours, and are hardly ever around for their children. Some even have to commute to the nearby city for their jobs everyday. The younger generation has a hard time finding something to do around this town which leads many to alcohol and drugs easily because they are unsupervised. However, there are still a good lot of teens among them that try to find clean fun even in this small town.

Bryan walks into his kitchen to grab something quick to eat for breakfast. Inside the refrigerator he finds a wrapped egg sandwich and a bottle of orange juice. He walks out his front door into the hot sun with the sandwich and bottle of juice in hand.

“Looks like it’s going to be another hot day,” Bryan mummers as he locks the door of the house. He then begins to walk in the direction of the high school.

Zach is already in the broadcasting room at St. Cathos High School. As the editor, he feels that it is important to arrive on time. Impatiently he is pacing back and forth in the room. A slight warm breeze is coming through the windows.

“Damn it! Where is everyone! I did say these meetings start at 11 A.M., right?” Zach complains to himself.

The door of the room opens and Bryan pops inside.

“Hey, Zach,” he greets by raising his hand slightly then closing the door. “You’re here early.” Bryan then takes a seat at the brown rectangular table in the middle of the room.

Zach looks at Bryan with a blank expression, and immediately shouts, “Early? I’m always early! It’s important to get here on time if you want anything to get done.” He walks over to Bryan and starts putting him in a head lock. “Bryan you need to learn from me if you ever want to be a great editor like I am. You need to get here on time too!”

“Ok. Ok,” Bryan winces as he struggles to get free, “Now let me go.” Zach slowly lets Bryan out of his grasp. Bryan then gasps for air. “Man, you got to watch that stuff. You’re much stronger than you think.”

Zach puts his back to Bryan without saying anything. The door busts open and in pops the freshmen.

“Hiya everyone!” She cheerfully greets as she walks in. Her curly brown hair bobs up and down.

Zach begins to stare up and down the girl’s young uniformed body. He wishes that he could lift up her skirt. He stops at her flat chest and says, “Hey Maria, it’s good to see you’re here.”

“Yep!” Maria smiles. “It’s good to see you too, Mr. Editor!”

“Maria doesn’t it annoy you that he is clearly not looking at your face but your chest?” growls a voice from the doorway. “Doesn’t that bother you at all?”

“Alyssa. Hello.” Maria smiles shyly and moves aside so Alyssa can get through the door. “No, it really doesn’t bother me. That’s just how Mr. Editor is.”

“See!” Zach exclaims. “Not everyone thinks the same way as you Alyssa. So, deal with it, and get in bed with me,” Zach teases with a large grin on his face.

Alyssa fumes with rage but manages to keep her cool. She gracefully walks over to one of the computers facing the windows and turns it on. During this spat between Zach and Alyssa, Bryan is looking out the window at the clear blue sky thinking about that voice he heard. He is so deep in thought he didn’t notice Maria enter the door.

“Hey, Bryan whacha thinking about? You’ve been like this ever since I took you out of that head lock. I didn’t break something, did I?” Zach chuckles slightly.

“Well…” Bryan is about to tell Zach about the mysterious voice that he heard this morning but another figure enters the open doorway, and Zach quickly takes notice to this instead.

“Angela! It’s so nice for you to come by!”

Angela only nods her head as a greeting and pulls out some articles from the sling hand bag she has, and sits next to Maria at the table.

Suddenly, a thumping noise of footsteps is heard from the hall then a loud thud.

“That must be Cathy…,” Maria says sorrowfully, “She is always running around clumsily.”

“I’m sorry I’m late I overslept,” A petite girl shyly cries as she enters the room with a slight limp.

“Woohoo!” Zach cheers. “The big breasted junior is here too. We have a full house. Today is going to be a good day!” Zach cheers in excitement.

“Yeah, that’s because your harem is all here,” Alyssa mutters from under her breath as she continues to type up an article.

Bryan, from his position by the window, watches everyone working except for Zach who is still cheering about all his female members being present today. “Now that I think about it,” he thinks. “This day feels familiar, but how can that be? Déjà vu or maybe I’m just imagining things?”

“Hey Bryan!” Zach exclaims from his seat at the table. “Get your head out of the clouds and get to work. We only got a little bit to go with this newspaper. If we can get it done today, we can finally enjoy some of the summer vacation left.” Zach gets up from his seat. “Hear that everyone? Let’s try and finish today.”

Bryan is shocked by Zach’s sudden transformation. To Bryan, even though he and Zach have been friends for years. Zach remains an enigma. One minute Zach is a pervert and then the next he changes to a dedicated worker.

“A chameleon,” Bryan wonders as he sits down at a computer to the right of Alyssa. He opens the file that he and Zach had worked on yesterday and he begins to edit it.

An hour goes by quickly and it is noon. The heat in the room has risen significantly. The windows are opened all the way, but no breeze appears to enter the room.

“I’m hungry!” Zach moans as he stretches his arms back. “Anyone want to come with me to get some snacks for everyone?”

Maria raises her hand instantly. “I’ll join you Mr. Editor!”

Zach’s eyes light up. It’s as if he expected Maria to raise her hand. Bryan notices this.

“Ok, we’ll be back in a few minutes guys,” Zach laughs from the doorway. “Remember to not slack off even if I’m not here!”

The door closes as Zach and Maria leave the room. Giggling from Maria is heard and slowly fades off. Bryan continues to edit the article when suddenly a blurry image comes to mind. He stops typing and quickly stands up from his seat in shock.

“What’s wrong with you?” Alyssa asks snobbishly. She stops her typing and looks up at Bryan. The other girls continue to work on their individual articles without even taking notice to Bryan and Alyssa talking.

Bryan is embarrassed. He scratches his head while looking down at the floor and mummers, “Nothing,” he sits back down in his seat. “What was that image?” he thinks to himself as he stares at the computer screen. “What the hell is going on in my head today?”

Alyssa continues to write her articles and lets out a soft, “Hey.”

Bryan’s ears perk up, and he slowly answers, “Yes?”

“How can you be a friend with a pig like that guy?” Alyssa keeps typing. Her eyes don’t leave the computer screen.

Bryan looks at Alyssa speechless. He doesn’t know why. Zach and he have been friends for eight years. As Zach mentioned yesterday, he is a pervert, wild and enjoys action. On the other hand, Bryan is more to himself. In reality, Bryan knows nothing about Zach deep down. Does Zach want it that way? Why?

“He’s not so bad when you get to know him,” Bryan blurts out a lie.

Alyssa doesn’t answer. Bryan glances at her hands. They appear to be typing faster. “Did she not like my answer?” Bryan wonders. “I suppose I’ll walk around outside for awhile.”

Bryan gets up from his chair. None of the girls are disturbed by him and appear to be in some kind of trance as they work on their papers. He walks over out the door and slowly closes it on his way out.

Bryan decides to go to the bathroom. His footsteps echo in the silent hallway. He comes to the bathroom door just down the hall and hears moaning and faint cries of someone trying to fight back.

“No!” Bryan thinks. “There is no way.” His eyes widen and sweat drops down from his forehead. “Why? Just why do I have this feeling I know what I’m going to see and as if I’ve seen it before?”

Despite his feelings, Bryan slowly places his sweaty palm onto the cold surface of the bathroom door. He pushes it open. When the door is wide open, Bryan is more in shock how he knew what he would see than what he is actually seeing.

Zach has his pants down, and Maria’s clothes are all ruffled and unbuttoned. Her skirt and panties are off and thrown to the side. Zach is pushing into her as she is bent down. Her chest and arms are spread out on the sink area. Tears are pouring from Maria’s eyes, and a soft cry comes from her mouth.

Zach sees a blurry figure from the door and slowly turns his head towards the door. “Bryan? Why are you here?” he mummers softly. He slowly stops pushing into Maria’s now unconscious body, and now it drops to the floor. Zach shows no signs of caring, and this enrages Bryan even more.

“Zach you were planning this weren’t you!?” Bryan exclaims.

Zach stands in place still with his pants down. He doesn’t answer Bryan.

“You knew she would follow you! I knew you were up to something! I never thought you would ever commit rape.”

“Shut up!” Zach shouts. He slowly pulls up his pants and buttons them.

“How could you do this Zach!”

“Shut up!” Zach shouts and punches Bryan in the face and the chest.

Bryan is greeted by a sharp pain to his right cheek. He can feel a few of his teeth fall out and he tastes blood mixed in with his spit. Bryan falls to the floor quickly due to having the wind knocked out of him.

“I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know what came over me. I was horny and she was right by me.” Zach mummers crazily as he slowly walks over to Bryan’s lump body.

“What is wrong with this guy?” Bryan thinks. “It’s as if…”

Before Bryan could finish his thought, Zach lifts Bryan up by the collar of his shirt with both of his hands.

“I didn’t know what to do Bryan. You believe me right?”

Bryan can see the sweat coming down Zach’s forehead and his eyes are shifting nervously to each side. “Just what has taken over him?”

“You believe me right Bryan!” Zach exclaims.

“Yes. Yes. I believe you. Now put me down please. My face hurts.”

“I don’t believe you!” Zach exclaims stuttering slightly. He throws Bryan back onto the floor.

“Argh!” Bryan moans as he falls on his face. His whole body aches once again.

“I’m sorry Bryan. I don’t trust you.” Zach cries as he opens one of the school windows big enough to fit a person through.

“No. Not this shit again,” Bryan thinks with widened eyes. Blood is pouring out from his mouth. “Again? What do I mean by again?”

Before Bryan can begin to contemplate, Zach wastes no time picking Bryan up.

“Zach, what are you going to do to me?” Bryan asks now worried for his own life. He tries to break out of Zach’s grasp but Zach is just too strong.

“I’m sorry Bryan. You were a great friend.”

Bryan looks Zach in the eyes one last time until he is suddenly thrown out the window to his death.

“Ah!” Bryan exclaims rising from his bed. He suddenly realizes he is in his own room. He quickly put his hands to his face to find nothing is broken and he feels perfectly fine. “That must have been a dream. It just had to have been. It would explain how I knew those things were going to happen, and why I’m perfectly fine now. That dream was just too weird.”

Suddenly, the door bell rings.

Yesterday was fun. Saw V for Vendetta with Dave and Costa. It would have been interesting to go to the abandoned asylum with them all after the movie but I didn’t feel like taking the risk.

I didn’t do much today. Mostly played Suikoden 5, and it’s finally getting good.

It seriously needs to warm up NOW!

I dunno. In between studying and doing other crap at the moment. Since I’m drinking some orange juice, I’m gonna take the time to write some more stuff.

My drive to work on my comic is coming back which is cool. Not sure how things will go though. I got to work on my revision of Crossroads. The copy I’m going to hand in will end where it loops once and a certain character is raped. Course I’ll continue it after that but for my writing assignment that’s as far as I’ll go.

Tomorrow is Monday. Meh…

-Ja

I’M IN THE NEWSPAPER SO MAKE SURE YOU READ MY STRIP DESALES PEOPLES I’M SO COOL LOLOLOLOLO

Yatta bitches.

Hey Brian:
Great job! that’s exactly what we were looking for. the art is just perfect, and
the deadline was met. all stuff is due when articles are due, so this time it
was sunday. sorry for the discrepancy. Anyway, look for this in the april
fool’s issue, out friday.
This is exactly what we’re looking for in the future. THanks again!

Pawel, ed

I’ll have to scan the image from the newspaper when I find a copy. Oh, I’m loving this, I guess.

-Ja

Oh man, it’s snowing outside and that ticks me off. >_< I want spring so bad!!

My spanish quiz wasn’t too bad. We then watched a video in the class so that wasn’t too bad.

In theology, we’re back onto stuff I like. I’m not too into things on the Trinity, and such things. I’m more into things like Faith and Reason, God’s existence, how one can determine that Catholicism is more true than other religions, etc.

I didn’t get my theo test back and I was too afraid to ask how I did. lol

Well, I guess I’m going to go get something to eat. Then I got to finish that comic for the newspaper. I’m going to use two girls in the strip and I’ll make them look like the Pretty Cure girls. (Cameos FTW). Ok, hopefully it’ll warm up this weekend?

Off all weekend. Time to have fun and catch up on my work. Hopefully.

I visited Central after school. It kind of hit me last minute on the way home. It was good to talk to Mr. Penny and Ms. Galie again.

Mr. Penny was saying how great it was that he and I could talk more about the good stuff since I’m actually in a theology class in college. So, we were talking about that. He was telling me how he was spoiled last year and his students this year are hardly into or interested in what he teaches. He had his fifth child, a girl.

Went to confession and all is well.

I want spring to be here already gosh darn it! Then I can lay around outside and just stare at the sky.

I miss my friends tremendously, and I’m too much of a coward to muster up the motivation to try and make new ones because they’ll just leave me eventually too. That’s how life is.

All I do is eat and drink, sleep, browse the internets, play video games, go to work, watch anime, use the bathroom, college, walk around, fap and study. Does my life even having meaning? Do I even know how to talk anymore?

My heart aches.

My batteries need to be recharged.

-Ja

WHAT?!

SNOW?!

WTF?

-Ja

Sick of myself.

Ashamed of who I am and what I’ve become. I’m making excuses. I want to go back to God, but I don’t want to work for a relationship with Him. I want it to happen instantly.

I am tired. I am living a lie.

I hope we all die from something soon.

I’m looking for an escape.

I don’t need people.

-Ja

I suddenly feel recharged and better!

I’ve falling so behind because of this rut I’ve gotten myself into. It’s time to pull myself out.

Spring, I await thee.

-Ja

KANON

Title: Kaze no Tadori Tsuku basho
(Final destination of the Wind)

Wind at the foot, light dances
Miracles that only pile up daily
Look up and the clouds are there, crossroads to the distance
Faster than myself in the childhood days

Like a child that has waited for the snows to melt
Runs, shines, water spatters
Doesn’t even realize tommorow’s encounter
It’s shinning within the seasons

* In the world there is a day that any desires can come true
For us who’s on an endless journey
Small spirits flys upon

Even where we met is filled with green
Leaving our body into the gentle stream of time
The extending town alley
It’s still being hold on by myself in the childhood days

Could be heard from the walking road
Like the voice of the trees, the commotion of the days
If we realize the footsteps of miracles
We two can get strong as this again

All over in the world Wind is facing the overflowing desires
Eternally repeating itself
Going on a journey without a goodbye

[* Repeat Chorus]

Crossing

Zetsubou deyokatta, kyomu dakewo nozon da
(Hopelessness was good, nothingness was desired)

Yakusoku to kizuna to, omoide to jikan to
(Promises and bonds, memories and time)

Soredakega, kawaku inochi wo, uruou su
(No more than that, the dry mortal life is enriched)

Kishimu kokoro woyasashiku, tsutsumi komu
(It is gentle, wraps the heart which grates)

Sekai to jishin towo, wakatsu kabe wa
Hitowo katadori toji komeru ori
Soshiteitsukawa sabishi sakara te wonobashi
Yasashi ku, kizutsu keatte

Kie teyuku sekai wo, tada nagame tsuzuke ta
Hakidashi ta akui ga, sora ni hikisaka reta
Itsumademo, tsuzuku mainichi, yumemi te
Itamu kokoro wo kakae te, samayotta

Tatoeba kodoku nara, kizutsu kunowa
Hitori bocchino jibun dakedato
Soshiteitsukawa sabishi sakara te wonobashi
Kanbi na, kaiko ni yure te

Zawameku
(Noisy)

Hito no kioku
(People’s memories)

Kono sora ganakunaru
(This sky dies)

Sono hi madewa
(From that day)

Iki teikou
(Let’s live)

Sekai to jishin towo, kousa saseru
Kotoba, tsutae rutameno CHANNEL
Soshiteitsukawa sabishi sakara ryoute hiroge
Sabi tsuku, sekai wo, dai te.