Yeah, so worked sucked but it sucks everyday when I have to work longer. I would think there is enough signs in freaking electronics, but NOOOOOOO!!! I had a lot to put up even still. Everything was on sale and some signs were just being changed or going lower. I hate it when they do that! The day did go pretty fast though even though it was from 7-3 for Angela and I, but it was a big ad and not everyone was in so Angela and I were stuck doing the left over stuff mostly. April was the maneger on today and she was helping us in kids. When we were done we went up to our room. April told me to put some signs down at the hearing aid thing in womens.

That sign I had to hang up, first I hope I put it in the right place, but I suppose she could always fix it if she didn’t like it, and second that was the most confusing sign I put up. You had to like clip it and loop around the wire or something. I even said it was when I went back to the room. April and Angela laugh and April says, “You know Bryan, I’ll never know what will come out of your mouth next.” and Angela says, “You’re unpredictable.”

Yeah, I guess I am kind of random. Sometimes I just say what’s on my mind without really thinking or something.

My desktop is still a mess…

I forgot to mention on Monday I think it was… I went to Andrew’s because I was abducted but Erik and his crew. I usually don’t like Andrew’s get togethers, but this one wasn’t bad. It was Erik, Megan, Andrew, Me, and Will who were playing. Kyle was over too but he was mostly playing Animal Crossing on the DS getting Erik fish. A few people were over as well but we mostly ignored them as we played…

Let’s see anyway, I worked yesterday from 7-3. Yeah, it sucked. A huge amount of signs to put up in electronics. The snic said 660 or something. I managed for a few hours until Vi, Susanmarie and April came over to help. I totally gave up on the stack of stickers I had at around 10 and I just went to break. After break I had to put up the signs in shoes. Oh damn that was pain finding all the right boot for each sign. On my lunch, I saw Erik. He was there for an interveiw.

After that was a planagram in bath stuff then I went to see X-Men 3 with Costa, Lauer and Dave. It was a enjoyable movie. Probably the best one yet, but still no Gambit. Where is Gambit!?

Ugh, I am so tired and this is a busy weekend. I had working extra hours on weekend, which is the only time I work anyway.

-Ja

Well, I woke up this morning after having some strange dreams. (I’ve been having strange dreams a lot lately.) The dreams were kinda cool while I was asleep but waking up made me feel a little sad. It reminded me of some depressing times.

Work yesterday wasn’t too bad even if I only got a few hours of sleep, but the last half hour was killer and walking home was hell too.

Not really doing much. Been watching Pretty Cure and burning stuff to disc and what not.

What is with this cold weather? It’s May!

Oh, yes, that’s right. My first class of Japanese lessons starts tomorrow. Hum. Hum. Not sure what to expect or what kind of people are going to be in my class of 4 total.

-Ja

My dad babies me too much. I’m freaking 19 now and I don’t need to freaking call him every two seconds to tell him where I am when I’m out past midnight. Damn, he needs to grow some balls. I’m not a kid anymore. If I needed something I’d call. Sure, I should probably keep my cell phone on, but it’s not like it mattered anyway because he’d just call asking where I am. To me, that is of no importance because I don’t need to relay stuff to him.

All I want is my freaking independence, damn it!

Now, I missed out on a perfectly good but perhaps strange and twisted movie. (Maybe it was good I missed the movie after looking up some things about the movie. Dot dot dot) I wasn’t thinking to get any sleep tonight (I go to work in about 5 or so hours.) but I suppose I might go to sleep or something.

-Ja

Here am I singing in my room like I do on most nights after work. I like singing strangely enough. I probably don’t sing well though.

I didn’t get much of a chance to do anything today. I had do go to the dentist’s today for a cleaning. So, I slept in somewhat long or something but not too long.

Oh, man I used this conditioner on my hair and it’s all wavy and straight. I love it.

I pretty much just put more anime on my computer so I could burn it later and put more music onto my Ipod before I left.

After my cleaning, I came home and finishing watching the crock of shit called Kasimasi. Oh gosh, that show was horrible. Forget everything I said about it. I don’t know why I stuck with it.

Meh, I think I’ll just write more in the morning or something. I’m tired.

-Ja

Hmm… I dunno. I think my spanish final owned me. I don’t get it. I understood the material but the questions confused me a lot. I’m going to make the excuse and say that I don’t do well on finals.

Next year will be different!! I’m still just a freshmen. There is a lot of room for improvement.

-Ja ne

Fucking hypocrite. My dad said no one is allowed to be over when my brother stays home and he lets people over. I don’t trust my brother that my dad gave the ok but I’ll see when my dad comes home later.

Man, my brother hasn’t been at school for like four or five days. I mean, what the fuck? He’s not even sick or ANYTHING. My dad says that my brother told him he wants to drop out of high school and get his GD which I’ve been told is lower than a high school diploma. Now, I have no idea what my brother is going to do after that. He probably thinks he can just sit around on his ass and play video games like what he’s been doing for years.

I hate how my dad has no backbone and freaking encourages him by buying him games and what not. If I ever have kids and they back talk or don’t do what I say, they’re going to get a punch to the face. Screw those child protection laws. It’s because of that kids are pussies nowadays and grow up to be a miserable pile of emo shit. A punch to the face will instill integrity into that small body. Also, if they’ve been bad all year they’re going to get a brick for they’re birthday and a sack of coal for Christmas. My brother should be out looking for a freaking job and earn his stuff like what I do.

Tch. My brother is a failure and the fact that I have no control over his life or situation annoys me.

Anyway, I have a theology final in a few hours. I haven’t really studied but I think I’m fine. I got A’s on all the other exams and the new stuff on the final is just the same old like the sacraments, ecumenical councils and the five ways.

Ok, those kids finally left and my dad never said they could come over so my brother blatantly lied to me, but what’s new? Found out my dad did not buy Animal Crossing on the DS for him(he’d still have to pay the other half because DS games are more than 20 bucks) Actually my brother had money for selling Kindom Hearts 2 to a friend of his for 20 bucks. Wow, my brother is an idiot. Kingdom Hearts 2 is a relatively new game and seriously worth more than that if traded in. People can seriously take advantage of my brother. All you have to do is act like your his friend.

Yeah, that theology final. I studied more of what wasn’t on it than what was really on it, but really what I should have done was study ahead of time. A few questions were reworded too, some where taken from the notes/class discussions that weren’t even on the previous tests, and some I got mixed up… There should have been no reason of me getting lower than an A on that final but I think I got somewhere in the B range. Ugh, my grade is going to go down from an A to something lower. Gah, I hate it when I become such a grade monger.

Battle plan is read psyche chapter today and tomorrow. Do hardcore studying tomorrow since I don’t have any exam tomorrow. I need to refresh my memory on a bunch of spanish and music stuff.

Only 3 more to go. -_-

-Ja

Wow, what is with all these buttons and stuff? I miss the days when Xanga wasn’t so complex and their stuff actually worked. >_>

Tonigaku… Saigo no hi koko ni aru. In any case, the last day is here. My first year in college was something else. I laughed. I cried. I had some tough times and some good times. I learned things about the world and myself.

I promise next year I’ll try harder in my studies, my relations with others, to become a better person, to apply God and my spirituality in my life better, to budget my time more, not waste to the last minute to get things done, to try and stay away from suggestive websites…

Well, let’s all try and fight to the very end with finals!

I just took my theology essay exam. Hahah oh wow. I’ll be lucky I get a B because it sucked what I wrote. I never really took an essay exam so I wasn’t sure how to prepare, but that’s probably just an excuse. I’m sure I’ll get it eventually.

I have a few last drawings for the semester I want to post later, and then that’s done. We move into the summer.

Damn. My computer has turned into complete junk. It lags, it won’t run Azuerus anymore and when I run utorrent it takes 50 of my CPU, and it won’t run daemon tools and when I try to unistall that my computer crashes.

YAY. Now I can’t play imports on my pc anymore!

Ok, I got daemon tools to work, and in my opinion is the better of the two. Like I can tolerate utorrent, but hell, if daemon tools does work I can’t play freaking imports.

-Ja

School just needs to end. I’m not getting enough sleep and I’m getting paranoid obviously.

I apologize.

-Ja