Stress points raising

I need to relieve some stress some way, I guess. I tried playing some video games but I just couldn’t concentrate because I felt that I could be doing something more.

I think what contributed the most to this stress is for the last hour or so I’ve been trudging through The Prince by Machiavelli. It’s basically a How to guide for monarchs to stay in power. It’s okay except it diverges a lot into history. How much better would have it been if the teacher just didn’t have us buy it and read it. Instead we’d just go over points in the book and why it is important.

It’s 90 pages and it’s boring. I have 30 pages to go and I’ve given up on it. The teacher pretty much just goes over everything he wants to talk about in class anyway. So, it makes me wonder why I even bothered with it in the first place.

Thinking of setting up an anime blog because I don’t really rant or talk about my days anymore. I’m not sure on the right host to use. So, I’m looking around for now.

Work in 6 hours from entry post time

Back to school in a few days.

A long, rough work week ahead.

Planning on getting a hair cut soon. What fun!

Been working a lot but probably for the best. Been in between playing WoW, Wild Arms Alter Code F, and WC3.

Uh, need to read more, but I never can seem to just sit down and read. Well, I did finish volume 11 of Negima if that counts as reading, but that’s manga. I just hate the direction Negima is going in right now. I hate tournaments.

Need to refresh my Japanese, but I keep telling myself that I know it and it wouldn’t take me that long to reknow everything. EXCUSES.

For how long I’ve had my Ipod, I haven’t listened to half the songs on it.

I hate the holidays. It makes me feel like I’ve been cooped up indoors for days when it’s only been a day.

I dunno. I just can’t muster being reflective anymore because it just makes me feel stupid because I never stick to anything. If anything, I should probably just focus on what I can do now. Not anything I’ve done in the past. Not on the things that have happened to me to get to this point. Just the things I have on hand and what I can do to improve my situation now.

I’m feeling a little angry still over New Year’s because it sucked. I really was expecting something FUN but it turned into something GAY. Oh wow, let’s play World of Warcraft all day. TEE HEE. Let’s hang around high schoolers and drink alcohols.

HOW’D DO I PHAIL NEW YEARS?

If this is the kind of social interaction I’m going to have I would probably be better off being alone or with 2 other people. Small to large groups suck for me because I always get shafted. No, fuck that. Erik is the one who sucks. Hanging around Emily mostly like the entire night. I mean, what the fuck is with that? I thought it was over between them? Sure, it’s okay to hang out but they seemed pretty love love to me. Also, Emily is annoying. I didn’t like her tone when I was talking about her younger sister. I should have pursued it further to annoy her, but I felt sick because of the little bit of alcohol I had. So, I didn’t feel like talking.

The tl;dr version: RANT RANT RANT WHINE WHINE WHINE

Boring New Year’s eve get together is boooooooooooooooooring. No wonder no one hangs around with us anymore.

Also it doesn’t really help that everyone just kind of pairs off into groups like always leaving me to my own devices. Sucky get together is sucky. What’s the point when you are going to be left out most of the time? Also, WoW is fun, but ghey when played excessively. At least for me. Needed less WoW and more WC3. DoD was fun though, and basically the only fun part. Drinking sucked too. I didn’t get any buzz or whatever, and I felt more sick than anything.

I feel more tired right now.

Shit sux.

Damn, it’s already 2007.