Oh damn. My study calender on wordpress is recording the wrong days that I post things. This is the problem when you post from two different computers with different time zones set.

Cannot wait until this jet lag bullshit goes away.

Also, if I can keep studying Japanese the way that I have been for the past few days. I possibly could be satisfied just doing this all summer. Might even start just writing here in Japanese. I’ve been meaning to do this for a long time! …

Lastly, it kind of urks me that I have a defined readership here. I’m not used to a having a lot of comments on my personal blog. Especially from people who are trying to “help” me. I’m not looking for an outlet or whatever, and for people to help or change me. I’m just saying how it is I feel at a given time or things that have been on my mind. Shutting off comments is an option but might be a liittle やり過ぎ for the time being.

Well, looking forward to the get together today with Erik and everyone. Will be great seeing mostly everyone after being gone so long. lol

毎日の日本語

毎日勉強しています。もっともっと上手に成らなければならないんです。日本語の勉強のことは耽りていますよ。英語の漫画は二度と読まないことにしました。英語の漫画を読んてみるとき、気持ちが悪くなります。

英語の物を燃えるぜ！

Let it be known that I have set the bar for my blogs. I feel a little dirty because I believe in free speech and all that jazz, but I want to keep retards who are truely retards out.

How can I read Japanese? I am left baffled by this.

Hrm so Sears turned me down. This makes me feel kinda bad because I’ve worked there so many times before. They said they hired a lot of people already. I find that hard to believe. The ISS team has always been very understaffed. …Well, I actually was counting on getting rehired since I have no money what so ever. Now, what am I going to do? 困ったなあ

I am one to believe that when you’re open minded, and exposed to the real Internet there really is no going back and you cannot have normal relationships with anyone who doesn’t understand the lingo you speak, and the feelings you feel.

It appears the diarrhea and stomach pains have slowed down. I think the constant reoccurring was because of drinking green tea. Probably should have stuck to water and juices from the start. Least I feel like I’m getting better. I even seem to have a slight appetite again.

There was some blood in my shit. Now I am worried. Oh great. Just great. I am going to die in Japan.

Through self diagnosis I’ve come to the conclusion that I probably have a stomach virus. It sucks, and I blame my Japanese room mate, Ryohei for this. I wasn’t thinking when I let him do his fingertip magic on my chopsticks. Lee and I call it that since all he does to clean things. Wipe his fingertips along the thing and wash it under water, and of course it’s clean. God damn I wasn’t thinking AT ALL. Should have put some soap on that.

I don’t think it was anything I ate because all I had that day was eggs and toast, alcohol, some peanuts, and a slice of Okonomiyaki that I ate WITH those chopsticks. So I blame it on the chopsticks and his germs because we all know most Japanese people don’t wash there hands. Just look at their restrooms which hardly have soap and hot water in them.

Fuck this thing. Least I’m feeling better today but I’m still finding myself in the restroom every 5 minutes. I’ve stopped eating and just resorted to liquids. Hope this clears up soon because I really want to eat Indian food everyday before I leave or something. Also, it would suck to be in this condition for the Japanese final, farewell ceremony and plane ride home.