I want to make a concentrated effort to understand more about this job. Just ignoring and resisting it isn’t making anything better. No one is just going to hand me the info that I want. I’m just getting stressed out being ignorant like this, and just remaining ignorant isn’t something I can do. It’s true this isn’t something I’m all that interested in or want to stay in for the long run. But since it’s something I’m doing, the least I can do is learn more about it. Even if it’s just reading one or two articles a day about esl, teaching english, or even looking up a new game. At least I am putting forth the effort.

Maybe then it might boost my confidence a little because I’m reading other people’s experiences and learning from them.

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