It’s fake. It’s a joke. I wish I had a REAL job. Sure teaching English in foreign countries like in Asia can seem like a real job but it’s not. It’s fake. They hired someone like me who knows nothing about teaching, about the psychology of students, and the fundamentals of the English language?

I want to do the best I can, but I’m filled which such anxiety from my lack of experience, and uncertainty. I’m not confident in what I do, and I wish I could speak with other people, other ALTs, about this, but it seems like no one understands or really minds it.

Is this something that I’ll just get over as time goes on?